It
just hit me...9 months today. I miss him so much, sometimes it feels
like it was all just a bad dream & I will wake up and he will be
here. Wishful thinking I guess. I just miss him sooooo much. Life with
out him just is too quiet. This picture
was taken last year when we went to tour the fired department here in
Corvallis. He loved the fire trucks. The were not just oh-boy, but
"Big-oh boy" Cammmy said. He would have just started pre-school. He
would be a big kid now. We talk about him all the time. The twins talk
about him nearly every day about what he would be doing if he was still
on earth & what he must probably being doing in heaven, at that
moment. The twins tell people "I have a baby brother, he is 3, he lives
in heaven" just so matter of factly. They help us remember the cute
little things he would say or do. It is all getting to be a way of life
now. I still have a hard time seeing little boys that resemble what he
looks like or who he might have grown into. I think that will stick with
me. I just miss him. Please don't ever be afraid or feel awkward
talking about him to us, we think about him all of the time. Thank you
to everyone who have helped his legacy keep going. Thank you for your
love prayers & support
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